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And how do you tell the world what goes on inside you?
I have a decision to make since yesterday. My furbabee, Magic, appears to be shutting down. Ya know, it would have been an easy decision to make if she hadn't been such a fighter in the past, miraculously coming back so many times from the brink. I feel as if I owe her some time to see if she could overcome this last episode.
It doesn't look like she will. I have been thinking about it all day yesterday and last night. It's 5 am and I'm still thinking. She lies at her usual spot at my feet, her life in my hands. Me-laptop-Magic, it's hard to break a habit.
That's Magic on the left, the female Shaq of Poms, and just as mean. In spite of all that's happening to her body, she still gets up and goes to the bathroom outside. It's incredible watching her. If she had lain there and couldn't do anything, I'd have made my decision already. But she hopped out of the car last night and was wagging her tail because she was home, as if all was right in the world.
It's an uber decision for me. It might be the hardest. And, unlike Michelle Kwan, I'm glad I don't have to sit in front of a million reporters to announce it. For one thing, I would not be that composed. I'm just not uber enough.
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2 comments:
*(*(*(*(*Gennita & Magic*)*)*)*)*)* I know how difficult this is for you. I wish I had some solid advice to share. Sometimes it isn't a decision that we can make with our minds, but will know in our hearts when it is time.
Thoughts and prayers are with you both, my friend.
Jenn,
There's nothing I can say to make you--or Magic--feel better. But I can listen.
Take care, Friend.
Dee
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